Bondage
In bondage. Surface tension holding me under
water. Flailing, powerless to push up and out. Drowning. Edicts
and admonitions glued on my psyche by generations past. Enslaved.
Held captive by believing I am not enough.
Long forgotten feelings
erupt. Undeniable. Insistent. Remembered feelings of joy,
effervescence, enthusiasm
and competence. I do not want to die before feeling such feelings
once more. I am imprisoned by lack of courage.
I desire freedom from this bondage. Yet the
magnetic power of ancient pathways has a stranglehold on me.
I must uncover my strength and courage. Can I find the patience
and persistence to practice my truth? The truth that I create
my own reality.
When I decided to embody this lifetime, I
made a Soul
Agreement to step into Illumination.
What will it take to honor that agreement? Will I have the passion
and creative juice to begin?
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I must love
my world, my heart! |
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I must shatter lifetimes of procrastination. |
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I must find a hunger, a yearning, so monumental
I can follow it without hesitation. |
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I must build a life free of restraints, inconsistencies
and hesitancy. |
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I must discover who I really am. |
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I must accept all I create as the next lesson,
which will take me one inchworm step closer to waking up. |
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I must freely speak the truth of my heart. |
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I will follow my creative spark wherever it leads
me. |
BEING this LIFE,
I will die into FREEDOM.
Are you ready? |