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Aloneness

I feel rejected again.
Why, oh why, doesn't this man love me?
I know I am sweet, attractive, kind, smart, independent.
What's wrong with me?
Where did I go wrong?
I feel empty.

I allow the Love which I am to enter into all my bodies, planes, and cells, filling the emptiness with the Fullness.

I don't want to be an old maid.
I am heading in that direction.
I am getting old.
I want a partner.
I want the right partner.
   Whom I love and who loves me.

I cannot find him.
I hope each time it will be he whom I so desire.
   But to no avail.

Why not me?
What's wrong with me?
What am I doing wrong?
I feel empty.

I allow the Love which I am to enter into all my bodies, planes, and cells, filling the emptiness with the Fullness.

I will always be alone.
I tell myself it's OK if I am always alone.
I have many friends who love me.
My life is half over anyway.
It doesn't matter.

But deep inside, I feel intense sadness.
Where is my partner?
Why does everyone have one, but me?

What's wrong with me?
I am not enough.
I feel I have failed.
I have failed myself.
I feel ashamed.
I feel empty.

STOP, ENOUGH, NO MORE!

I am not afraid of being alone.
I cannot live in this pain anymore. I've got to shift.
I am willing to see my life differently.

I allow the Love which I am to enter into all my bodies, planes, and cells, filling the emptiness with the Fullness.

There is such a sweetness from this Fullness.
I can stay here
In the Void, the place of Divine Mother energy
   I can hang out here
with the sweetness of God within me.

God speaking to me, guiding me, warming me.
I know the Truth when I allow this.
Surrendering ego into
   Soul.

I know that all is in Divine Order
The Fullness comes first
The partner comes next.
When I surrender
   to the presence of Love within myself,

I will look no more for Love outside myself
For I will know the Truth
   The Divine Partner, Love,
   Which I seek outside of myself is
   right here within me.

I am ready for the manifestation
   of my beloved in physical form.

 


 

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