It takes great spiritual muscle and God Presence to be able to "show up".
AND BE LOVINGLY PRESENT:
NO MATTER WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE OUT THERE:
OR INSIDE YOURSELF:
For me, this is one of the most challenging aspects of my Awakening. To Be Lovingly Present when my buttons are getting pushed is a monumental undertaking. Just about all of me struggles with staying present and loving at these moments. I am not always able or willing to do this because my ego wants to have its way. It wants to hurt those who have hurt me. To make them pay for the pain I believe they have caused me. However, I know that no one else is really doing anything to me. But still I want to strike out at them because it is easier than to admit that I am causing all of my own pain and reaction. We teach there is no one outside of ourselves that does anything to us, ever. By being Conscious and working on this over and over again in the inchworm fashion, it does get easier. Slowly but surely, I am Showing Up And Being Lovingly Present No Matter What It Looks Like Out There Or Inside Myself. My ego is releasing its hold over me. I am changing. I am remembering who I am - LOVE.
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