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There Is No God
Next Focus in Divine
Consciousness
Everything Is God.
There is No God.
3.) THE "DRAMA"
AS IT APPLIES TO THE SET-UP: |
Deceived |
Isolated |
Desperate |
Paralyzed |
Abandoned |
Victimized |
Shocked |
Humiliated |
Cheated |
Depressed |
Desolate |
Empty |
Castrated |
Enraged |
Violated |
Shattered |
1.) |
I have been violated by my church. My connection
to God has been violated. |
2.) |
I am horrified, bitter, and furious. My Faith
has been torn from me. |
3.) |
I am forsaken. My beliefs have been butchered. |
4.) |
I am shattered. My Trust has been seared to blackened
ash. |
5.) |
I am grieving, suffering, and inconsolable. God
is just a figment of my imagination. |
6.) |
I have been abandoned by my Soul,
my Spirit, my Self, and my God. God is not real. |
7.) |
I am empty, barren, and deserted. There is No
God. |
8.) |
I am destitute. God is not there. |
9.) |
I am scarred, disfigured, destroyed, and dead.
I was a fool to believe in God. |
10.) |
I am castrated. I am numb. I do not exist. God
does not exist. |
11.) |
My Knowing has been revoked. I am blind. |
12.) |
My Trust has been betrayed. There is no pathway
to God. There is No God. |
My Worst
End Scenario:
There is no God. I
know only Fear. I
am consumed, paralyzed by this omnipresent Fear deep within me,
devouring my very core. My Heart
is heavy, hard, frozen. Each attempted heartbeat brings searing
pain. My veins and arteries are fused, creating a vacuum. My
Heart strangles and implodes. There is no God.
There IS Hell, however.
It's here, right now, in me. I create my own daily
Hell. I am drowning in misery and despair. I am a glutton of
self-abuse. My desolation and self-hatred leads me to eat myself
into depression and physical illness. I spend myself into financial
ruin. I am dishonest in my relationships. I manifest irreparable
damage to end relationships. My life is meaningless, purposeless.
There is no God.
I am imprisoned in Shadow,
pain, and suffering. I am in utter despair. The reality
I manifest is putrid, cankerous, and fetid. I am shattered. The
razor-edged shards of my despair pierce my Heart,
emptying my Life's blood. My Heart is a sieve. I cannot give
or receive Love. There
is no Love. There is no God.
I cannot breathe; I cannot find air. I am
suffocating. I am in total darkness. I cannot see the Light.
There is no Light. I scream. There is no sound. No one hears.
I am alone. I am abandoned and desolate. I fall into the bottomless
abyss. I am in a void, without any possibility of salvation.
There is no God.
I am untouchable, unlovable. I do not love me. I hate myself.
God does not love me.
God cannot touch me. I cannot touch God. There is no God.
I am no longer alive. I am dead. There is
no afterlife. I cease to exist. It is as though I never
existed. There is no me. There is no God.
1.) |
Who/What imprinted you? And How? |
1.) |
The church imprinted me with the belief that
I am a weak, helpless sinner and of no worth to God. |
2.) |
The church imprinted me with the belief that
I was born in the image of God. There is no God, so who am I? |
3.) |
The church imprinted me with the belief that
I need to be saved. There is no God, so who will save me? |
4.) |
The church imprinted me with the belief that
I will go to Hell.
There is no God, so who will save me? |
5.) |
My church imprinted me with the belief that God
is a far-off heavenly judge. |
6.) |
My mother and my church imprinted me with the
belief that I must suffer in order to please God. |
7.) |
My mother and my church imprinted me with the
belief that God is outside of me. |
8.) |
My mother imprinted me with the belief that all
of my prayers would
be answered if I was good enough, and prayed hard enough. If
not, God would abandon me. |
9.) |
My father imprinted me with the belief that there
is no safety in this world. Isn't God supposed
to protect me? |
10.) |
My father imprinted me with rebellious hatred
for God. |
11.) |
My father imprinted me with the idea that life
is hard, and filled with pain, suffering, despair, and misery,
and then you die. |
12.) |
My parents and my church imprinted me with fear of my own thoughts
and ideas, fearing God's punishment and wrath; and fear of losing
God's Love. |
2.) |
The Payoff.
Name it.
Name the Negative Power that feeds the Payoff. |
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The payoff
I get from believing that there is No God
is that I get to be my own master, my only check or balance.
I answer only to myself. I can be brutal and harmful to myself
and others if I want to. I can practice the art of covertly hurting
others, for my own gain, to feel power over them. I do not have
to atone to anyone for my beliefs or for my behavior, because
I make my own rules. I can be unforgiving and unloving, because
there is No God to model my behavior after. I am
all-powerful; I am in control.
Feeling all-powerful
and in control makes me feel that I exist.
At the same time, I can act out being a sinner.
I can revel in my victimhood! Suffering gives me a false sense
of security and feeds my Rage.
My Rage is my core essence. My Rage is my Being.
It consumes me and catapults me into the false security of my
own omnipotence. My Rage is the Negative Power that sanctions
these Payoffs. |
3.) |
What I need to change
inside myself. |
1.) |
I need to change
my feelings of
abandonment and blame into feelings of self-worth, courage, and
wholeness. |
2.) |
I need to change my feelings of despair into
Hope by trusting in myself. |
3.) |
I need to change my feelings of fear
of abandonment into feeling cherished by connecting with my Heart and opening to
the Love within. |
4.) |
I need to change my feelings of being shattered
into feeling the parts of myself coming back together by practicing
Self-Love. |
5.) |
I need to change my feelings of isolation into
feeling connected to all that I am through union
and communion
with My Soul. |
6.) |
I need to change my feelings of being deceived
into trusting and forgiving myself, others and God. |
7.) |
I need to change my feelings of being depressed
into Joy by having
the courage to live my Life. |
8.) |
I need to change my feelings of being empty and
hollow into feelings of wholeness by accessing the Love and Wisdom of my Soul. |
9.) |
I need to change my feelings of being cheated
into feelings of being blessed by honoring that everything is
in Divine Order. |
10.) |
I need to change my feelings of being paralyzed
into feeling vital by stepping into the dance of my Life. |
11.) |
I need to change my Rage
and self-destructiveness into Self-Love
by bringing my Consciousness
to my actions of self-abuse. |
12.) |
I need to change the belief that "there
is No God" into living in Peace
by being in union and communion with Me...my Self, my Spirit,
my Soul, my God
24 hours a day. |
1.) |
Like my mother, I am ashamed of my religious
beliefs. |
2.) |
Like my mother, I am paralyzed by anyone who
opposes me. Is God
really on my side? |
3.) |
Like my mother, I acquiesce in the face of any
conflict expecting my courage to come from God. |
4.) |
Like my father, I am heartless and uncaring,
just like his concept of God. |
5.) |
Like my father, I am self-absorbed and arrogant,
trying to convince God that I am powerful. |
6.) |
Like my father, I fear
both success and failure, and tend to self-sabotage. I set myself
up for failure and expect God to save me. |
7.) |
Like my father, I am fearful about doing anything
unless I can do it perfectly. I must be perfect to earn God's
Love. |
8.) |
Like my father, I intimidate and dominate others
in order to control
the situation. He couldn't control God and neither can I. |
9.) |
Like my parents, I can be cold and detached,
and take my Love away with the mere blink of an eye from anyone
who I judge unworthy or unGod-like. |
10.) |
Like my parents, I am a consummate actor, always
hiding my true feelings
of worthlessness and fear. |
11.) |
Like my church, I demand perfection and obedience
from others before I give my affection. |
12.) |
Like my church, I make promises I don't keep. |
5.) |
Triangulations: |
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Show at least 3 triangles with you in each of
the three positions: Victim (V), Savior (S), and Persecutor (P). |
1.) |
My mother taught me - "God
is watching. He will punish you if you're bad and make you pay
for your sins." |
2.) |
My mother taught me - "Ask God to help you
be good. You certainly can't do it on your own." |
3.) |
My mother taught me - "I'm so ashamed of
you. You should be, too. What will the neighbors (God) think?!" |
4.) |
My mother taught me - "Nobody will like
you with your weird ideas about religion." |
5.) |
My father taught me - "Spirituality is hogwash." |
6.) |
My father taught me - "You're really stupid
if you believe that." |
7.) |
My father taught me - "Don't you care about
anything? Don't you have any values?" |
8.) |
My father taught me - "You need your family
to keep you safe. You'll just make a mess of it yourself." |
9.) |
My father taught me - "God never saved anyone...there
is no God." |
10.) |
My father taught me - "You're being watched
and you will be punished for being who/what you are." |
11.) |
My father taught me - "Believing in God
is a weakness. Only people who need a crutch believe in God." |
12.) |
My church taught me -"God will only love you if you do what
He says." |
13.) |
My church taught me - "You must believe
in God or you will go to Hell." |
14.) |
My church taught me - "God is testing you." |
15.) |
My church taught me - "The Ten Commandments
will tell you how to live your life. You won't know how by yourself." |
16.) |
My church taught me - "Reincarnation doesn't
exist. If I am bad, God will see to it that I burn in Hell for
all eternity." |
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Symbols
from Soul:
A physical, human heart
appears. It is beating, alive, magnificent. This beating heart
changes into two swans that merge to form the pattern of an archetypal
heart-shape. The heart-shaped image grows and expands, then transforms
into minute particles of Light. The Light dissolves into quiet,
full, fertile darkness, the place of Peace
and Being.
The physical heart
represents our physical embodiment (form)
and connection with all Humanity.
The archetypal Heart-shape represents our Divinity
(formlessness)
and connection to God.
The Heart sees what the eyes cannot; in the formlessness of Heart,
we know only Peace
and Love. Humanity
and Divinity (form and formlessness), though appearing to be
opposites, converge into one, wherein the Soul
resides.
The two swans embody beauty and grace. The
uniting of the swans to form the Heart-shape
creates the bridge from human love to Divine
Love. Each swan's essence is whole, perfect, and complete.
Yet, the Heart-shape cannot be created with only one swan - both
are essential to the whole. Jointly, they form and emanate the
vibration of Love.
It is within the Serene
Center of our Being within our Hearts that we can experience
Love, both human and Divine.
The Light and darkness, as seeming polar opposites,
are actually the unfoldment of All
That Is. Together, Light and darkness become the Oneness,
the place of Being.
All polarities are sacred.
A whole is created within all opposites. When we arrive at the
acceptance of "There Is No God",
we also know that "God Is". By simultaneously accepting
these two polarized positions, we create Oneness with Soul. |
a.) |
Sit for 5 minutes a day and connect with my own
heartbeat. Revisit my Soul
images and know that this connection with my Humanity
is also my connection with my Divinity, my inner connection to
God. |
b.) |
I will choose one item from the list of "what
I need to change
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I will write it on two small cards, and keep one by my bed and
one posted on my bathroom mirror. I will read and reconnect with
this affirmation of change every day for one week
and feel
the inner connection between myself and God.
The next week I will choose another item and repeat the
Practice. |
For more Practices on the duality and interconnection
of **GOD IS**
and **THERE IS NO GOD**, please see the other Next
Focus In Divine
Consciousness for this month, "God
Is". |
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